Never had the urge to sleep forever so much as I do now. I don’t care about anything or anyone.
I’m only jealous…
- because I’m afraid to lose you.
- because I care too much.
- because you’re giving other people more attention.
- because I don’t trust the situations you put yourself in.
- because I only want you to myself.
- because I’m too proud to admit I’m insecure.
I’m scared to lose you.
I’m scared to lose you to someone else. I’m scared that sooner or later you’ll get tired of me like everyone else. I’m scared that one day you’ll leave because you’re bored. I’m scared that one day you’ll leave my life without a reason. Promise me that you’ll stay and never leave my life, please don’t be like everyone else. You’re very special to me and I couldn’t imagine losing you.
(Source: anthonytherat, via ashleeeyau)
Memories take us back. Dreams take us forward.
(Source: ayoxannna, via thr33-sh0ts)
You could have had one and been done so don’t complain to me about how you hate running around and you don’t like me. I can’t even talk to you without you yelling or arguing with me. My opinions and decisions are always blown up into big problems. I dread every car ride with you, every conversation, and every dinner together. I cant stand our relationship. You yell and scream at me then want me to talk to you about my day, and truthfully after all that I have not one desire in my heart to say a single word to you. You break me and then wonder why I struggle with depression. I’m not blaming you, but you’ve caused a lot of damage to my mind and I recognize it but can no longer repair it. You make fun of me, you use it as a weakness against me when you get angry.. I just want to leave. Leave you and the damned relationship.
